WELL today I have made a decision, NO MORE COMPLAINING! I feel like my life has been consumed with complaining and that just CANT be healthy. Im gonna try to look at the positive of EVERY situation, and if I DO complain, well then I am going to force myself to come up with at least two things to be thankful for. This is going to be a difficult habit to break, but it will be for the best. Im so excited to get home, one week and counting! :) I am going to get a membership at the Y and start working my booty off! I have about 45-50lbs to lose! I cant wait to start the nutritionist, Im nervous but I think this is JUST what I need to get healthy, lose weight, and get knocked up!! We have been talking about baby names and we have our first daughter and our first son's names picked out. Well we have our daughters first name, no middle name yet....middle names are super difficult. I dont know what about baby names makes me happy, but it does. Its one of my favorite things to think about. I have a lot to get ready for next week! I am starting the nutritionist, I am studying to take a test to be placed into a math class I need to take in July for school, and looking for a job! It should be a good refreshing busy week!! Im gonna take before and after pictures, and probably weekly pictures too.
1 Thessalonians 5:18
In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you
Friday, May 28, 2010
Well today I went to the ER. My body has been horrible this week! Yesterday we cleaned out the pond(its a huge pool they built in my in laws yard. I slipped and fell and slammed the back of my head into the ground. My head and neck are in alot of pain. They xrayed me and said that I have a mild concussion and whiplash. I should be better in a week or so. I went ahead and emailed the nutritionist today and started to get that rolling. Ill be starting it here in a couple weeks! Im pretty excited. Our friends hired him and got incredible results. Im just excited to get skinny and get healthy. Hopefully this is JUST what I need to get pregnant!! Well Im gonna go rest now!
Posted by A at 9:35 PM
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Well I dont have much tonight, just that we are going to clean the pond tomorrow. YAY...haha not....
Posted by A at 8:19 PM
So I am about three or four chapters through Hannah's Hope and wow, I really think this is just what I needed to read! Today while we were driving back from Colorado to Nebraska I read the chapter on how infertility effects your marriage to my husband as he drove. It really has showed me a lot, like I really need to show my husband that HE IS ENOUGH. Even if we never are able to conceive. I highly suggest if your going through what I am going through or more to get this book! So far today thats all I have, but I am at the inlaws now...so you never know how much Ill have to write about later
Posted by A at 5:36 PM
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Well, for my anniversary my husband took me to a castle in Colorado Springs. It was breathtaking. I LOVED IT! It was managed by a Christian group called the Navigators. On site there was a Christian bookstore, so for my anniversary present I got to pick out books from there(I was VERY excited :D ) I looked at every book in that place, and then I found the one I knew I HAD to have. Its called "Hannah's Hope". Its a book to help those going through infertility, miscarriages, or failed adoptions. I cant wait to read it. It is JUST what I need, as we have been trying to get pregnant for almost a year and having had only two chances in that whole year its been so hard to deal with. I was on Clomid (an infertility drug) for two cycles and didnt respond as well as the doctors had hoped. So for right now we are on a break from all that. I am about to hire a nutritionist and hoping to lose some of the weight I gained last year. I was on birth control for a whopping 5 months and it caused me to gain 50lbs from January to October. The past year has been very trying on my health. I have been tested for diabetes, insulin resistance, pcos, and celiacs disease. Its crazy how many times I have been stuck with a stupid needle!! Anyways, I am thinking of starting an infertility support group!! I am going to talk to my church and see what options I would have there and then see what happens.
Posted by A at 6:18 PM