I have often fought with the thought that if I had MORE faith I would get pregnant. Its something that has been said to me a few times. In more ways than one. But you know what? God reminded me of a scripture this morning that really touched my spirit.
20 So Jesus said to them, “Because of your unbelief;[d] for assuredly, I say to you, if you have faith as a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you. 21 However, this kind does not go out except by prayer and fasting.”
He says very clearly that with the faith of a mustard seed we can move mountains...
I totally believe that God CAN get me pregnant, the doubt that I have personally been dealing with is the doubt that He WILL make me pregnant. Honestly, I think that is satan trying to distract me from my relationship with Christ.
I have had such an emotional week, but I truly believe that God is going to answer our prayers...one way or another. Will it be this month? I have no idea, maybe? But if its not, I know that God is holding me in the palm of His hand and I WILL be ok.