Saturday, November 20, 2010

Sorry its been awhile since I did a real update

Ive been so busy with school and getting ready for the holidays that its just been crazy around here. Ive also tried to not obsess about anything as to HOPE TO GOD it helps :) Still waiting, but thats ok. Whatever happens, I just know that God has it. I know I will be absolutely devastated if we are not pregnant, but like I said its in Gods hands. He will heal my broken heart, it may take some time...but my heart will be mended. We decided that if Im not pregnant, we are going to go on a cruise after the beginning of the year, maybe for Valentines day! Im excited about that thought!! Im just going to continue wait and pray and know that whatever happens. Its in Gods hands!!

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  1. I am so glad to hear you say these words. I worry about you sometimes! I am glad that you are looking at both situations with promise and hope. It makes me feel as if you really will be OK. That even gives me strength to know that I will be OK if other ladies will also be OK.

    It makes me smile to hear you post things like this. To hear the hope and promise in them is a great thing to hear. Keep your chin up. We will be here for you if things are on the up and if things are on the down. I think it's SO much healthier to think this way! To have a game plan for if things to sour or if things are sweet. It makes you feel as if you can handle life no matter what it brings you. That's a sense of security that not everyone has. Even though it's hard to always keep that mindset, it so healthy to keep trying to achieve it. I am so very proud of you.

    Truthfully, I have been worried about this round. While it's great to put your heart and soul into every cycle, it can really hurt like the dickens when things to work out. So I guess I am trying to say that sometimes you do have to guard your heart. It hurts the worst when you want it so bad that you believe it to the very core and it doesn't work out. That's the worst.


    (I did see what unfolded on the forum. I didn't want to post something there just because no one else needs to know what I want to tell you expect for the people that matter. Plus, I won't take my time to battle with anyone no matter what my views are on the subject when online. It never goes the way you want it and no one ever seems to read things the right way. But, I do want to say that I am sorry for the crap that you have to deal with in these places. No matter what the situation, no one should have to feel how you feel in forums like that OR in real life. I just can't imagine dealing with it. Your in my thoughts and prayers about all of this!)

    Keep your chin up buttercup. It all works out in the end.

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  2. Stay strong...you never know the cruise may be just the thing you need sweetie! I don't want to start anything here but I saw TWW and whoa! Ignore them, I'm rooting for you. Have a good, sane (lol) Sunday and we'll see what tomorrow brings! Oh and post pics of your house I wanna see it all decorated for Christmas!! :) :) :)

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  3. Thanks ladies, your words seriously made me cry!! :) You guys are so sweet!!!

    I will post pics once Im done, Im in the process of decorating haha!! Its coming together slowly but surely!! It will probably be done by my birthday
    (Dec 3) and I will post lots of pics I PROMISE :)

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